No, you aren't "behind in life".
But, it's okay to grieve the time you spent surviving. The time spent trying to figure out what was wrong. The time spent healing to become a person again.
It wasn't your fault.
nutelea
kittykatninja321
[ID art of a leather jacket with text that reads, “I thought that my life would suddenly improve if I got a leather jacket and I was literally 100% totally right.”]